Currently Listening Turn It Around By Comeback Kid step ahead see related

hahahaha

its been like forever since i wrote anything here

evidenced by the fact it took me like ten minuets to figure out how to sign in...

not much has changed, i still suck at pretty much everything, but you know what i'm getting better, today is a new day...well night actually. but the point is I have as of late made the mistake of falling in love again. you would have thought i would have learned by now but no i seem to be doomed to repeat the same old everything. things never change and frankly i'm damn tired of it. all new people same old bullshit. new music same tune. and all manner of assorted tired metaphors.

i still cant spell

i miss people to easily. i miss my dad, my mom, my friends, i miss Hannah, i miss chocolate ( i don't think i've had chocolate in like three months) i miss videogames, i miss watching adult swim with my sister, i miss kansas city, i miss sarah, i miss seth, i miss my old records, i miss my old life. wow. i miss highschool...

wait no i don't..highschool sucked.

i think i missed out on alot back then. oh well

i get to see a shrink tomorrow

it will still look like an ink blot to me i don't know why they keep asking.

not that anyone is ever going to read this.

but thank you to anyone who has ever talked to me before, it means alot.

seya ninjas

"theres a song in my head sung by a fallen milk man, whose drinking bleach instead...

i am much like him"

Currently Listening Sundowning By This Is Hell see related

do you ever feel like that one phrase can sum up your entire exsistence?

she could never like me back....

i hate highschool....no matter what shes gonna like someone else. it sux i try so hard not to let it bother me but it does. becuase i know she likes someone else and i also know that it wont work out and then she'll find someone new.  im not any good at telling people how i feel.

its all the same

i keep telling myself your better than all this highschool drama bullshit. your smarter. what the hell makes me so goddamn better? nothing. its just a stupid dance. but its a stupid dance that i havent gotten asked too 3 years in a row. a year of junior college wont hurt me. but i wouldnt have to do it if you didnt piss away school. so you leave everything behind. you move on. the world seems to move without me. time to seems to go on without me. your a loner i keep telling myself a wolf. i dont need anybody. yet i seem to be driven into madness the at very thought of being alone. i hate failing yet it seems to be the only thing im good at. i vomit dissapointment. and swallow hate.

so you see iam the one in the end who started my own tradegy. necromanced my own stupid falsehoods.

iam so alone.

"for when we recount that evening, even the devils scourge cannot uphold the tidal of black bats against the moonlight and the pile of spent coffins in the cemetary. so now it has become more than normal to see the darkness unfold before the ediface of tombs long forgoten. ones decent into madness does not begin with the romancing of the dead. it begans when one runs through the graveyard happy as a child in the summers rain as if it where a field not of death but of the promise of things to come. of voyages underground and grasping hands that await your arrvial."

Currently Listening Endless By Unearth see related

OMG! t3h DomMaster3r is updating!

yes friends it has been awhile.

allot has happened: (in no particular order)

- Mr. Creach my current religion blowhard of a teacher hates my guts.

- I'm failing two classes already

- work still sux

- i ate at chubbys past 1:00 in the mourning twice now

- i no longer can drink an entire thing of vault..(i just find it kinda sick)

- I got a facebook.

- I got the interview at gamestop so i can finally quit the job at the store aka the sixth circle of hell

- i made a bunch of new friends

- I finally started a band! (no zombies allowed!)

- I'm going to homecoming with the most incredible girl on the planet

- I'm going "guy storeing" tomorrow with logan....basically shopping for homecoming.

- I still miss my sister...even though she stole my saosin shirt.

yup thats pretty much it

"Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit?..."

"why do you were that stupid man suit?.."

later ninjas

Currently Listening All Hallow's EP see related

damn it all to hell! this week sux...

lotsa shit going down

some stuff I don't want to talk about...some I do...

first and foremost...my big sister jxMurdah has left for college. this means two things:

1. I lose my one very best friend in the whole wide world.

2. my mom will probably ask me to do the dishes more often...

I'm really gonna miss her. shit I already do. have fun in college sis and don't foreget to keep it ninja! cuz Dracula called and he's coming tonight!

so ive come to the realization that my senior year is either going to suck or its going to roxorz my boxorz. my homeroom teacher is really mean. there's a whole buncha new bullshit rules, I didn't read the damn summer reading book. however I do get to take alot of sweet action classes like video production and forensics (yes Mrs Reynolds let me in again despite me being on her shitlist) so yea that's the long of the short on that.

I saw snakes on a plane it was absolutely perfect. but only if you know what you getting into. it was so good I think they should make a sequel and call it snakes on a train! think of it the brakes on the train have been sabotaged and snakes have been set lose on the train to kill a key murder witness the only thing saving everyone would be Samuel L Jackson reprising his role as special agent Flynn. it would be like anaconda meets speed! they could throw in some zombies and Bruce Campbell wielding a chainsaw to make it the most cult movie evar times rage knows migot! 1337!

"that's it I've had it with these motherfucking snakes on my motherfucking plane!"

grab your ankles and kiss your ass goodbye.

there's needs to be more episodes of the venture brothers on adulswim fix.

"I'll be watching a movie staring a one miss dolly parton meow..apparently she made a little racy film entitled the best little whore house in Texas!

yea doc...I think your gonna be disappointed..."

its getting nice and heavy ninjas...later